reality.
why would someone hire someone else who doesn't have experience working in that field
how would that someone get experience if they won't be hired

how much competition is there, really
everyone finds a job somewhere right?

i need something to occupy my spare time
i need money so i can live the way i want
i am a little too old to be accepting allowance
i need a real start, not a summer camp

i need to take initiative
i need to meet people who can help me reach my goals
i need to stop being negative, and accept how things are