in math class, staring at the paisley jacket in the seat in front of me.
pondering deeply about how my weekend will be, although it's only monday.
also, about who I can get a simple ten sac from before tomorrow.
my desire to eat is going down. these nerves are getting the best of me.
I don't know how I will make it through these five days.
even the three day week we had went by slower than ever.
I want to make this week go by as fast as I can, but in a way, I am too nervous and excited and everything else and I secretly wish the weekend would be over already so I can know the outcome of this.
I hope my expectations will be met.
I barely even know what those are.
I'm unsure, I'm indecisive, I am a nervous wreck.
I hope you don't mind.