i'm feeling more and more alone every day.
and it's clear that i am surrounded by people i love every day, but i'm longing for more.
...like always.
i hate that i can't be happy with what i have right now.
i see all of my friends glowing with happiness because of that guy their hooking up with.
but when am i going to find one?
i honestly don't think any time soon, because my school is filled with boys i wouldn't lay a hand on.
i hate waiting.