i really hope that everything we've talked about, will actually happen during winter break. i want to see you so badly, and that is all i have been able to think about lately.
i don't even know what will happen after that. my expectations are obviously high, which sucks. but even if they aren't met, it will still be incredible. but it's seriously about time.
we've been planning this out for about three years or so. please, please don't let it not happen.
i know you want this just as much as i do, and it's obvious that you're working towards it.
i really don't want to be let down again like you've done so many times in the past.