its finally here <33333
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my thoughts are too overwhelming these days
I just think and think and wait for next year
you're the best guy I've ever had a "thing" with, and I can't have you. this is such a tease
fuck the marines! I never thought I'd be one of those people and I really miss you
I hate how compatible we are. maybe if you lived closer I'd feel differently

SO PRODUCTIVE
ordered business cards
made a website

now i just have to get jewlery supplies
pursue the music video idea with juliet
glue glitter bits to sticker paper
and start on my most recent project!

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so sad
I didn't think I would feel this way
I thought I'd have the thought of
you leaving and be fine
I wish all guys were like you
with an open mind and open ears

having a super great connection with someone unattainable
waiting for that stupid text or however they contact you
replaying every single perfect adorable moment
of course the one boy I have the most amazing time with, spends his time in a uniform and a crew cut
why

this weekend was amazing!
not everything happened that I wanted but I can't complain
if all of this planning to see eachother fails, I'm not worried. I'll see you august 20th
I can't wait for college. to move out. to meet down to earth people. to be in one of my favorite towns.
I am so happy with life! I hope internship goes well. I hope I don't get sick of spending every day with you.
I am so overworked and exhausted and it feels great.
I miss going to the gym though!
we accomplished many of our goals but we still have two weeks
I have a kickback on 420 to look forward to
and a rendezvous with a long lost fellow on Sunday
I'm excited and anxious and curious and can't wait to pursue the future and mini self goals I've made
of course when everything starts getting good, my hair sucks and I've got a few pimples hmph!

excited for the rest of this month
i hope my internship plays out
i hope my inspiration continues
austin and i are brainstorming up
my appreciation for music came back yesterday
i need to continue to be motivated to work out